Both Sides Now

"Both Sides Now"

Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I’ve looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
I’ve looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
Its cloud illusions I recall
I really don’t know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I’ve looked at love that way

But now it’s just another show
You leave ‘em laughing when you go
And if you care, don’t let them know
Don’t give yourself away

I’ve looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
Its loves illusions I recall
I really don’t know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I’ve looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I’ve changed
Well something’s lost, but something’s gained
In living every day

I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all
I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all

Back in the Day when I was young...

So I've decided this week is going to be dedicated to 90's R&B and Hip Hop music. This was the music that got my junior high and high school dances bumpin or just made you wanna kick it wit that special somebody or chill alone with your walkman and CD Players. So here's to the 90's, in all its colorful splendor.

?Mark Asylum - Hey look away


Anotha Level - What's that ya say?


Ahmad - Back in the day

Take on me

Get the hell out of here. I never knew in the song take on me by A-Ha after the line "I'll be gone" they said "in a day or two." I always said "do, do, do, dooooooo!" LOL

"Charlie Bit Me." LMMFAO

If you need a laugh

Yes We Can

Whoopi and Elizabeth

What the fuck is wrong with Republicans? So I'm watching "The View" on Friday ( I know, but for some reason I'm drawn to bad hot topics). I realized two things, 1, I don't like Whoopi Goldberg and 2, Elizabeth Hasselback is a mindless dizzy broad! Ok, so Whoopi, I remember some time ago, back in high school. a friend of mine saying she didn't think Whoopi was proud of her black heritage. Back then, I didn't give it much thought, but by golly I think she was right. There is just something about her that makes me think if she was given a choice to stay black or become white, she would choose the latter. She is an ambivalent black person. Now on to Elizabeth, what grinds my gears about Elizabeth is that she is so dead set on being a Republican that she forgets to be human. Whenever someone says anything against the Republican party, before thinking about what they've said she goes straigt to the defense of them, even if they ( Republicans) are wrong. It is this type of mindless support that allowed psycho's like Hitler to rule for so long and cause as much destruction as he did. I mean honestly, who thinks Bush is a good President?! I'll tell you who, those daft individuals hell bent on staying conservative at any cost. This is precisely why I like being a liberal, cuz it gives me the flexibiliy to move around. If I want to be conservative on some things I can be, If i want to be moderate on others I have that freedom to. It is why some people will vote for McCain when they know Obama should be President.

Enough is enough or is it?

I now know how parents who have crackheads as children feel. No matter how much they fuck you over, somehow when they call you up or stop by out of the blue, your love for them and hope that they are ready to make a change overpowers all rational judgement and you let them back in one more time. And for a while it seems that this relationship is gonna have a happy ending. And maybe if you show them enough love and attention they wont need the dsitraction of drugs because your love for them is stronger than their addiction. But in your heart you know that it wont last, and sooner rather than later they will disappoint you and when that day comes and your embarrassed for falling back into that bullshit and hurt because they did you wrong again and worried because you have no idea if they are alive or dead you resolve to yourself that enough is enough! Then time passes, you move on, and put them in the back of your mind until they call again and the dream begins again.